RedAsh's Blog

Hi Mum, I am back to Singapore from Brunei OBBD, and it has been a very enriching experience.

I went there with great acceptance and pride, looked upon as a "hero", and return as a recognised "lugguage".

Some problem areas identified with me is that I am not so much of a follower, and more of a leader, and to make it worse, it is the bossy type of leader = ONE WHO MOVES MORE MOUTH THAN HANDS.

For instance, instead of telling them WHAT TO DO, I should just say "Here give it to me." OR "Let me try".

I realised that instead of fearing people asking me to stand aside, I should just help out UNTIL people ask me to stand aside.

Weekly Horoscope:
Do the best you can in all commitments. Be gracious and have the intention to improve all relationships. Do not think of competition since that's a reparative stance. Marriage or perhaps the desire for a closer relationship is on your mind. If you don't act disciplined you'll feel like you've failed. Sounds dreary, doesn't it? Practice little acts of kindness.

Friday, 08 May 2009
It is very important for you to be as diplomatic as possible today – keep your temper under control. Retain respect and openness. Don’t be afraid to show your vulnerability.

~ Tis as necessary to him as gold weights are to a beggar.

Saturday, May 9, 2009
You should quiet down a bit – find a place for meditation and reflection. Don’t react so quickly; show your objectivity and patience. Discharge responsibilities.

~ Let every man mind his own business, and leave others to theirs.

~ Fear is a fine spur; so is rage.
*Spur = To incite or stimulate OR To proceed in haste OR Something that serves as a incentive.

Sunday, 10 May 2009
What you need can prove to be more valuable that what you want now. Work toward greater acceptance and a lessening of judgmental attitudes. Utilize differences.

~ Rather go to bed supperless than run in debt for a breakfast.

Monday, 11 May 2009
Sharing your needs with others does not necessarily mean that they will be met. Do not rely on others to help you with a controversial agenda. You have the power to make a difference today.

~ Fortune enriches or tramples on us at her will.

Looks like my problem is my problem, and their problem will be my problem too Mum. I need to know that Work is Work, personal pursuit is personal pursuit, keep it personal, and let it remain personal. Thanks Mum.

Wow Guess what Mum, I also finally found the answer why people keep calling me selfish... From Dad: "If you are doing nothing while those around you suffer, you are selfish; in terms of you have no care nor concern for others."

This is GREAT GREAT impact, Mum. Help me And Give me the Strength to change myself and others perspective of me in this coming week... Thanks Mum =D