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Mum...

Hong Hui here...

I initiated to speak to Jye Shin...

It was a simple start... "You free to talk?"

It was a simple conversation...
I asked how was her life now and her future plans...
She said she in poly 2nd year and has plan to go SIM to further her studies...

I asked who her current BF and she said he is ex-secondary mate called Jason...

I let my heart out: I cannot remember what I blurred out...
I only recall the last I said was "Do you have anything to say?"
But she said
"Thank You. I wanted to say 'Sorry' for a long time.
But I am afraid of your rejection and scolding."

Her Tears rolled...
I cannot held back mine as well...

I told her:
I was immature... and unwilling to face the reality and escaped into virtual world...
I took actions then for I knew no words worked like it was for You to Dan Jian...
She was my pride and yet fate had decided a different way for us...

I told her she is a clever girl but yet she made the worst decisions...
I admitted I know nothing about relationship...
I told her to study well and prepare for life ahead...

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I am glad that we lifted an unspoken curse...

I can move forward, I have embraced her.
The risk is worthy of the hurt...

Mum... Hong Hui and Jye Shin are moving towards a new start...

Please give us strength and hope to combat the future ahead...

Dearest Mum.