RedAsh's Blog

Finally, last of my examinations for my 2nd year if my degree course. Yet, my heart is still heavy and nonethemore happy...

The morning before I leave the house, I made "her" to stay home for that day, I knew that she was going for a chalet. It was "her" boyfriend's friend birthday party. By the basis on that she took my stack of tarot cards without permission (it happened LONG ago but I kept one of my eye closed...), I locked "her" in the flat and taking all keys along with me to the Examination Hall.

Yet, all is frutile. for Ken returned home before me and released "her". I can accept that, BUT I do not understand why Ken NEVER ask the address of the chalet and any relevant details... I had always been doubtful about KEN's guardianship and today it had been proven that his system of working is all chaotic.

"Tonight, we shall see..." thats all I said to him after I learnt that all he said to "her" was "come back before 10pm." I was seeing all bloody red.

Last several nights, I questioned his "system" of guardianship, he told me his way of guardian-ing is "to solve the problem when it arise". In simple terms, it is a corrective measure. Worse, he told me that he told "she" it is fine to get a boyfriend...

DAMNATION, I took great pain and effort on preventive measures to avoid, rather then to cure, such issues... on 12 Dec 2006, I took her to the a female doctor to examine her virginity (while the doctor refuses to, she did some enlightenment conversation on moral values.) For the whole of 2006, I been supervising "her" the proper and healthy system of BGR (Boy-Girl Relationships)... although its all landed up only in the air...

I do not understand his mentality. I am now both doubtful and regretful about my decision, to let Ken be the guardian... things seems getting more and more out of hand...