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Friday, March 27, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
Wow Mum, the horoscope is pretty accurate... I really got myself into BIG trouble this week... missing the Water Parade... at least I never allow myself to destroy the "Extra Guard Duty" system that other regulars set up and it paid off...
Tanjim and Mao were late for Water Parade later in the week and they got additional extras... Mao was complaining about the unfairness, that they at least went down to the Water Parade despite they are late, while I was totally disappeared...
And Mao was unhappy when I commented him that we better not be friends as I still see him as "WAYANG"... then he told Tanjim that those who "WAYANG" are those who act in front of Enchik and those who really do the work in the start...
I call Mao "fake" not for his working capabilities, he did his work well as a CDOS, but for his sincerity in his declaration of friendship with me... he had alot of unhappiness with me, all bottled up. From day 1, he keep retaliating whenever I try to correct him. And now I find him trying to find fault with me...
Just as the same with Muaz, I find him more and more of a Tanjim's copy... saying insincere "good things" about me, "singing" praises about me, then mocking me thereafter... esp. insignificant matters he keep interrupting... he still haven learnt from "Izwandy's incident". And today, I told him to "Shut up and Sleep la!" in his face and infront of Izwandy and Ivan when he interrupted me when I was asking Sheedy abt his process of falling down the sliding pole... and he shut down immediately (oh and beside Arif too, and he is acting strangely towards me)
Muaz is kinda irresponsible, I lent him my Vaseline, he kept it with him, I lent him my Starch, he never return it. I lent him my leg guard, and he had yet to return it... and he keeps calling me selfish... and maybe I really am kinda selfish to a certain extent...
Today, I had a little tiff with Syed too Mum. Cuz he ask a very offensive question, "Do you hate your Mum and Dad?" But he quickly make it up, although I does not show great interest, but I do appreciated it... cuz I see a friend in him...
Today's Horoscope:
Don’t get discouraged so easily. Keep true to yourself and your dreams. Try to stay open about what you are feeling. Don’t cut yourself off from line.
March 28, 2009 Saturday
Try to control your thirst for danger today. Instead, try to get the best out of your interactions. Play fair. It is important for you to transcend differences. Avoid pettiness and mirror irritations today.
The best out of my interactions... Avoid pettiness ... wow, mum another tough week ahead... Mao is going to irritate the hell out of me...
March 29, 2009 Sunday
Try to keep the big picture in mind now. Just your real needs and satisfy them. Don’t settle for less than the best for yourself. No matter what they want. What you need counts.
Ok mum, tml I will need to do my notes for the Term Test, I really need to do them asap, please help me thanks mum...
Tanjim and Mao were late for Water Parade later in the week and they got additional extras... Mao was complaining about the unfairness, that they at least went down to the Water Parade despite they are late, while I was totally disappeared...
And Mao was unhappy when I commented him that we better not be friends as I still see him as "WAYANG"... then he told Tanjim that those who "WAYANG" are those who act in front of Enchik and those who really do the work in the start...
I call Mao "fake" not for his working capabilities, he did his work well as a CDOS, but for his sincerity in his declaration of friendship with me... he had alot of unhappiness with me, all bottled up. From day 1, he keep retaliating whenever I try to correct him. And now I find him trying to find fault with me...
Just as the same with Muaz, I find him more and more of a Tanjim's copy... saying insincere "good things" about me, "singing" praises about me, then mocking me thereafter... esp. insignificant matters he keep interrupting... he still haven learnt from "Izwandy's incident". And today, I told him to "Shut up and Sleep la!" in his face and infront of Izwandy and Ivan when he interrupted me when I was asking Sheedy abt his process of falling down the sliding pole... and he shut down immediately (oh and beside Arif too, and he is acting strangely towards me)
Muaz is kinda irresponsible, I lent him my Vaseline, he kept it with him, I lent him my Starch, he never return it. I lent him my leg guard, and he had yet to return it... and he keeps calling me selfish... and maybe I really am kinda selfish to a certain extent...
Today, I had a little tiff with Syed too Mum. Cuz he ask a very offensive question, "Do you hate your Mum and Dad?" But he quickly make it up, although I does not show great interest, but I do appreciated it... cuz I see a friend in him...
Today's Horoscope:
Don’t get discouraged so easily. Keep true to yourself and your dreams. Try to stay open about what you are feeling. Don’t cut yourself off from line.
March 28, 2009 Saturday
Try to control your thirst for danger today. Instead, try to get the best out of your interactions. Play fair. It is important for you to transcend differences. Avoid pettiness and mirror irritations today.
The best out of my interactions... Avoid pettiness ... wow, mum another tough week ahead... Mao is going to irritate the hell out of me...
March 29, 2009 Sunday
Try to keep the big picture in mind now. Just your real needs and satisfy them. Don’t settle for less than the best for yourself. No matter what they want. What you need counts.
Ok mum, tml I will need to do my notes for the Term Test, I really need to do them asap, please help me thanks mum...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Sunday, 22nd March 2009
March 16 th - March 22 th, 2009
Your ruler Pluto is in the fire sign of Sagittarius along with your co-ruler Mars. This intense fire energy could get you water signs up and boiling this week -- maybe even creating some steam heat when it comes to passion. You may find yourself the focus of another's attention that you did not expect. Keep yourself a little bit aloof to insure that you keep that special Scorpio zing.
March 22, 2009
Build respect. It is very important for you to seek equality in all aspects of life now. Beware of setting up inflexible power structures.
Wow Mum building respect... that is one BIG word... and to seek equality in all aspects of my life? Physically and Mentally?
From wiki:
Respect is esteem for, or a sense of the worth or excellence of, a person, a personal quality, ability, or a manifestation of a personal quality or ability.
1. To feel or show deferential regard for; esteem.
2. To avoid violation of or interference with: respect the speed limit.
3. To relate or refer to; concern.
n.
1. A feeling of appreciative, often deferential regard; esteem. See Synonyms at regard.
2. The state of being regarded with honor or esteem.
3. Willingness to show consideration or appreciation.
4. respects Polite expressions of consideration or deference: pay one's respects.
5. A particular aspect, feature, or detail: In many respects this is an important decision.
March 23, 2009
You shouldn`t be afraid to let other people make their own choices. Try to not to get obsessed with material needs and wants. Just follow the spirit. Don`t give up your freedom.
Freedom... another BIG word.. I think it serves to mean my frankness and truthfulness... Following the spirit? go here : http://odinkirk.com/2007/07/10/feeling-low-follow-your-spirit/
1. The condition of being free of restraints.
4. Exemption from an unpleasant or onerous condition: freedom from want.
5. The capacity to exercise choice; free will: We have the freedom to do as we please all afternoon.
6. Ease or facility of movement: loose sports clothing, giving the wearer freedom.
***7. Frankness or boldness; lack of modesty or reserve: the new freedom in movies and novels.
8.
a. The right to unrestricted use; full access: was given the freedom of their research facilities.
b. The right of enjoying all of the privileges of membership or citizenship: the freedom of the city.
9. A right or the power to engage in certain actions without control or interference: "the seductive freedoms and excesses of the picaresque form" John W.
Anyway Mum, had a dinner with one of the FFC, by the name of Dlanz, pretty cool guy, partial Japanese for his grand parents is a Jap... anyway, he said he cant stand secondary school boys running ard with their sergeant ranks, and we happen to meet one in the MRT, and oh my he really grill that poor boy...
Anyway Mum, looks like this week will not be that easy, bless me...
Your ruler Pluto is in the fire sign of Sagittarius along with your co-ruler Mars. This intense fire energy could get you water signs up and boiling this week -- maybe even creating some steam heat when it comes to passion. You may find yourself the focus of another's attention that you did not expect. Keep yourself a little bit aloof to insure that you keep that special Scorpio zing.
March 22, 2009
Build respect. It is very important for you to seek equality in all aspects of life now. Beware of setting up inflexible power structures.
Wow Mum building respect... that is one BIG word... and to seek equality in all aspects of my life? Physically and Mentally?
From wiki:
Respect is esteem for, or a sense of the worth or excellence of, a person, a personal quality, ability, or a manifestation of a personal quality or ability.
1. To feel or show deferential regard for; esteem.
2. To avoid violation of or interference with: respect the speed limit.
3. To relate or refer to; concern.
n.
1. A feeling of appreciative, often deferential regard; esteem. See Synonyms at regard.
2. The state of being regarded with honor or esteem.
3. Willingness to show consideration or appreciation.
4. respects Polite expressions of consideration or deference: pay one's respects.
5. A particular aspect, feature, or detail: In many respects this is an important decision.
March 23, 2009
You shouldn`t be afraid to let other people make their own choices. Try to not to get obsessed with material needs and wants. Just follow the spirit. Don`t give up your freedom.
Freedom... another BIG word.. I think it serves to mean my frankness and truthfulness... Following the spirit? go here : http://odinkirk.com/2007/07/10/feeling-low-follow-your-spirit/
1. The condition of being free of restraints.
4. Exemption from an unpleasant or onerous condition: freedom from want.
5. The capacity to exercise choice; free will: We have the freedom to do as we please all afternoon.
6. Ease or facility of movement: loose sports clothing, giving the wearer freedom.
***7. Frankness or boldness; lack of modesty or reserve: the new freedom in movies and novels.
8.
a. The right to unrestricted use; full access: was given the freedom of their research facilities.
b. The right of enjoying all of the privileges of membership or citizenship: the freedom of the city.
9. A right or the power to engage in certain actions without control or interference: "the seductive freedoms and excesses of the picaresque form" John W.
Anyway Mum, had a dinner with one of the FFC, by the name of Dlanz, pretty cool guy, partial Japanese for his grand parents is a Jap... anyway, he said he cant stand secondary school boys running ard with their sergeant ranks, and we happen to meet one in the MRT, and oh my he really grill that poor boy...
Anyway Mum, looks like this week will not be that easy, bless me...
Sunday, March 15, 2009
15th March 2009
Mum, one forth of 2009 is almost gone... and I am still wondering...
Sunday = March 15, 2009
"Try to not to get stuck today. It is also very important to keep a balance. Remember that disappointment follows unrealistic expectations. Don`t lose your way."
Haiz... indeed very disappointed yesterday, wasted 5 hrs to IT fair only to get 2 ear plugs for 2 SGD... god damn, those mini laptops are expensive... and today, I did not even touch my CIS318CW02 AT ALL... OMG... next week is the last week... looks like I need to bring my laptop into the camp once again...
Monday = March 16, 2009
"Remember that sometimes mistakes are necessary; perfection may not be the highest goal. Develop a more relaxed side. Occasionally allow yourself to vegetate."
Oh dear... Mum hope next week will be good for me...
March 9 th - March 15 th, 2009
"The Buddha wrote: Train yourself in doing good that lasts and brings happiness. Cultivate generosity, the life of peace, and a mind of boundless love. This pretty much expresses your world of love and connection this week. It is a time to cultivate kindness in your relationship and to praise the joy that comes from love. The full moon will vibrate the friendship energy between you and your beloved. "
Sunday = March 15, 2009
"Try to not to get stuck today. It is also very important to keep a balance. Remember that disappointment follows unrealistic expectations. Don`t lose your way."
Haiz... indeed very disappointed yesterday, wasted 5 hrs to IT fair only to get 2 ear plugs for 2 SGD... god damn, those mini laptops are expensive... and today, I did not even touch my CIS318CW02 AT ALL... OMG... next week is the last week... looks like I need to bring my laptop into the camp once again...
Monday = March 16, 2009
"Remember that sometimes mistakes are necessary; perfection may not be the highest goal. Develop a more relaxed side. Occasionally allow yourself to vegetate."
Oh dear... Mum hope next week will be good for me...
March 9 th - March 15 th, 2009
"The Buddha wrote: Train yourself in doing good that lasts and brings happiness. Cultivate generosity, the life of peace, and a mind of boundless love. This pretty much expresses your world of love and connection this week. It is a time to cultivate kindness in your relationship and to praise the joy that comes from love. The full moon will vibrate the friendship energy between you and your beloved. "
Sunday, March 8, 2009
From http://www.gotohoroscope.com/scorpio-daily-tomorrow.html:
"
Remember that crusading isn’t always appreciated. You should cultivate your spirituality instead. If there is a necessity you could meditate.
Enjoy yourself today but get the job done. Don’t get distracted from the work at hand. Try to keep feelings under control. Try to be as efficient as it is possible.
"
Oh shit, I did minimium of my CIS318CW02... Have to buck up next weekend...
"
Don't put the blame on the world for not recognizing you if you hide yourself away. Try to be more transparent- let the people see what you are really like. This week is not the right time to keep secrets, even from yourself. Allow others in, to share in both your joys and sorrows. Just say no to those who come asking for trouble. This is a time for nurturing acts, not aggressive behavior. Your limited resources may be in great demand by many worthy causes right now.
"
Time need to be done:
1> Sending my digicam warranty card
2> Finishing off my CIS318
3> Revising my SCDF basic chem
4> Doing my powerpoint for SCDF
5> Limiting my GE timing
Mum bless me...
"
Remember that crusading isn’t always appreciated. You should cultivate your spirituality instead. If there is a necessity you could meditate.
Enjoy yourself today but get the job done. Don’t get distracted from the work at hand. Try to keep feelings under control. Try to be as efficient as it is possible.
"
Oh shit, I did minimium of my CIS318CW02... Have to buck up next weekend...
"
Don't put the blame on the world for not recognizing you if you hide yourself away. Try to be more transparent- let the people see what you are really like. This week is not the right time to keep secrets, even from yourself. Allow others in, to share in both your joys and sorrows. Just say no to those who come asking for trouble. This is a time for nurturing acts, not aggressive behavior. Your limited resources may be in great demand by many worthy causes right now.
"
Time need to be done:
1> Sending my digicam warranty card
2> Finishing off my CIS318
3> Revising my SCDF basic chem
4> Doing my powerpoint for SCDF
5> Limiting my GE timing
Mum bless me...
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