RedAsh's Blog

Made a total loss 4000 over the CFD trading over the past 3 weeks...

Win some Lose more... Learnt EVEN MORE...

I shall take back whatever was taken away...

Anyway, went to Simei Changni Hospital to visit Zhongkai... Mum Kai he was hospitalised as he overexerted himself during IPPT some 3 days ago and was hit by a heat exhaustion...

Unfortunately, he suffered a life-time damage to his kidney...
WHY? OH GOD, if you ever exist, WHY? ON A MAN WHO TRIED TO OUTPERFORM HIS LIMIT?

This story told me of the God's imposition on each of us... some are meant for success... some are meant for failures so as to serve a lesson to the others...

Another more important thing learnt... only a rare lucky few manage to succeed overnight... many many more failed and lost more than what they bargain for...

Earlier I was joking with Kai over the phone about his hospitalisation, till he mentioned that the doctor raised the issue of "enzymes"... which I immediately stoned... enzymes... its the very primary cause of cancer... and that very mutation along is what took you away from my side... Mum... I miss you...

I spent the next 2 hours looking up relevant information and save into files, went to 3rd Aunt house and print them for Kai reference... HE GOT TO KNOW IT IS NO JOKING MATTER!

It is enzyme for FUCK SAKE! It just take one Enzyme to get out of control to kill a person... chain reaction complication... Initially he was like still think the whole incident was some laughable matter, something recoverable...

Until I told him that he had already step on "a path of no return"... 6 stages of kidney disease... 5 rather, with level 0 for normal undamage unharm kidney...

Zhongkai had already stepped into the 1st or 2nd stage of this stage progression... still fightning... not too sure how his body will react... hope his body can recover with proper resting and get to 1st stage .... of cuz if possible... stage 0.. but thats impossible... he can do what he can now... slow down his progression of kidney failure...

Kai was quiet ... for the first thing he did not display his nonchalant outlook... he is totally tired and drawn out.. after learning the truth from me... he knew it somehow, he knew it somewhere in him... he knew it himself... he should already had made reference to some website to seek knowledge about his condition...

Mum, bless Zhongkai... he is a harmless person... he is some of the few decent people... he had his fair share of living the "boarder" lifestyle of nowadays of today's teens... and now God had decided to teach him a lesson... I hope he can truely take this into his mind... and hope that the doctor will not deceive him... and tell him the entire truth...

And hopefully, my truth to him is wrong... Regardless, Mum, bless Zhongkai on the track of recovery and MORE IMPORTANTLY... proper lifestyle... for him and as an example for those around him... so they can view his change... in his health and his life... so others can follow suit... and lead a better life... at the price of what Zhongkai paid today... hope it all worth it...