RedAsh's Blog

Mum, I have a good news to share with you... and sorry for the late sharing as my mind is in a fussing fog when i learn about it... and I also would like to thanks Mum for it... it will be the best birthday present ever...

I thought it was a goner during that faithful day; I was totally unable to impress the panel of high ranking officers... truth be told.. I was suppressed by the sheer environmental pressure... but at the very least, I was honest, and gentle and mild mannered... still, a bit too brutally honest that almost discredit me... at the bus stop, am I glad I did turn back to convince them about my sincerity... now for the first time ever, I was informed some days ago that I am successful in my SCDF application...

Mum, it only marks the beginning however, I should remain viligant at all times, now is the time to set my image and the identity I want to achieve, for myself and to others. A well manner and collected man, not some immature rookie.

Currently I am still working hard on achieving my self discipline, of having a disciplined sleep, disciplined diet and most importantly, a disciplined time manager. Not forgetting being a disciplined trader as well.

Now is the time to watch myself of all things... I realised that today my mind is clear and my focus is fantastic... and I felt energised. Please mum, bless me to be consistent... Thank you.

Oh SCDF mentioned that they will be sending me for medical review soon, hope it can all began before the dreaded 685 ICT, so that I have some added benefits... to balence my psychological and physical well being...