RedAsh's Blog

Wow Mum, the horoscope is pretty accurate... I really got myself into BIG trouble this week... missing the Water Parade... at least I never allow myself to destroy the "Extra Guard Duty" system that other regulars set up and it paid off...

Tanjim and Mao were late for Water Parade later in the week and they got additional extras... Mao was complaining about the unfairness, that they at least went down to the Water Parade despite they are late, while I was totally disappeared...

And Mao was unhappy when I commented him that we better not be friends as I still see him as "WAYANG"... then he told Tanjim that those who "WAYANG" are those who act in front of Enchik and those who really do the work in the start...

I call Mao "fake" not for his working capabilities, he did his work well as a CDOS, but for his sincerity in his declaration of friendship with me... he had alot of unhappiness with me, all bottled up. From day 1, he keep retaliating whenever I try to correct him. And now I find him trying to find fault with me...

Just as the same with Muaz, I find him more and more of a Tanjim's copy... saying insincere "good things" about me, "singing" praises about me, then mocking me thereafter... esp. insignificant matters he keep interrupting... he still haven learnt from "Izwandy's incident". And today, I told him to "Shut up and Sleep la!" in his face and infront of Izwandy and Ivan when he interrupted me when I was asking Sheedy abt his process of falling down the sliding pole... and he shut down immediately (oh and beside Arif too, and he is acting strangely towards me)

Muaz is kinda irresponsible, I lent him my Vaseline, he kept it with him, I lent him my Starch, he never return it. I lent him my leg guard, and he had yet to return it... and he keeps calling me selfish... and maybe I really am kinda selfish to a certain extent...

Today, I had a little tiff with Syed too Mum. Cuz he ask a very offensive question, "Do you hate your Mum and Dad?" But he quickly make it up, although I does not show great interest, but I do appreciated it... cuz I see a friend in him...

Today's Horoscope:
Don’t get discouraged so easily. Keep true to yourself and your dreams. Try to stay open about what you are feeling. Don’t cut yourself off from line.

March 28, 2009 Saturday
Try to control your thirst for danger today. Instead, try to get the best out of your interactions. Play fair. It is important for you to transcend differences. Avoid pettiness and mirror irritations today.

The best out of my interactions... Avoid pettiness ... wow, mum another tough week ahead... Mao is going to irritate the hell out of me...

March 29, 2009 Sunday
Try to keep the big picture in mind now. Just your real needs and satisfy them. Don’t settle for less than the best for yourself. No matter what they want. What you need counts.

Ok mum, tml I will need to do my notes for the Term Test, I really need to do them asap, please help me thanks mum...